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i can still feel your hands where they’re not supposed to be. i can still smell the alcohol on your breath. i was nine. brushing my teeth in my pajamas from justice. i tried so hard to forget. i buried it deep down and tried to move on. but i can still feel your hands eight years later. i still don’t feel safe around you.


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