Candace

I blame myself for moving schools and everyday I try to suck in my fat but it never feels like I am trying. I try to tell my friends but it's like no gets it at sometime I stood in the mirror looking at myself with kn*fe saying just me kill me just kill me thankful my sister was there and she took the kn*fe. Growing up cause i was born in 2007 in 2018 to 2019 having a phone didn't help with bike shorts and the fact I was only girl who wouldn't wear shorts or go out during the summer it made me feel really sad and now even when I don't go good in school I starve myself and thinking in my head "I will only eat when I finish 5 assessments and some days I wouldn't eat but the food was right there I just couldn't eat it I don't know but once I was 13-14 I was diagnosed with anorexia but I think I am growing doing better now that I am 16 I just feel like social media was really bad and it made me feel worse.