I’m scared for my school

Hey, I learned about this platform recently from my school councilor(group assembly) and decided to try it out today. My school is violent, like BAD violent. About a week ago, a kid from my school was arrested for assault. He was in the local news, and there is a trial going on as I’m typing this. So far, there have been two students that brought in knives to school, and threatened people, and in November a kid brought a loaded gvn into school. The school called a lockdown drill, but they had already done the one for that month, so we were all suspicious, until the kid was called out of the classroom to the hall. The school guard tackled him, and none of us have seen him since. He intended to use it during lunch. There have been three new kids that immigrated to our state, and another just joined the school. Let’s call him R. My friend is in one of the same class periods at R. R is a pervert. He has touched multiple girls(not me, but I’m still worried) and all of them have told the principal and the councilor multiple times, but NOTHING has happened. They say that it’s a “communication problem “. DUDE, HE SPEAKS AND UNDERSTANDS BASIC ENGLISH, SO I THINK HE CAN UNDERSTAND THE WORD STOP. I hate my school. I’m so glad that the next grade level is in a different building for me. Other than that, imma vent now about my life, yay. Honestly, I got no idea how many people are going to read this, but disclaimer, it’s got past SH included. So, I’m awaiting therapy, my mom is a therapist, but she is opposing it for me for… reasons? My dad blames his drinking and anger problems on his Irish ancestry, it’s stupid. I highly believe that I have bipolar, and I’ve talked with a free online therapist(I forget the resource, but I’ll explain it best I can) and they say that I’ve got the characteristics of aspd also adhd(I’m awaiting diagnosis) and autism. One of the people that I talk the most with is diagnosed with aspd, and he says that he sees it in me as well. So that’s fun. In the past I’ve struggled to see if I’m even real, I know, sounds wierd to people who don’t get it, but you feel like you are just watching everything happen, and not apart of it. Or that everything that is happening isn’t even real. I coped with that by self harming. That first started when I was eight. (I’m currently in high school) since then it increased from once every few months, to once a month, to every other week, to once a week, to every few days, to every day. I’ve been coping, and I called 988 about 6 times now, but a councilor on there told me that I can call to talk since I’ve got no one else. If you are struggling and need that kind of help, DO NOT HESITATE TO CALL. They understand. Thanks for listening, cya.