jordynn

i feel like i have nobody in my life anymore like no friends or anything and I stay or sit by myself in school now because I'm having a hard time making friends and I don't know what to do anymore than just being by myself. i got a lot of stress and anxiety from my middle school that I switched from in 8th grade, how my old friend group had been fake to me and turn their back on me when I needed them most and I guess everytime I think about that with my " friends " I have here at my new school in 10th grade, it keeps coming back to my mind and its making me feel like I'm not enough or I'm so bad at making new friends and so if I see a relatable tiktok video that I'm that good or whatever, I get these thoughts where I wanna hurt myself sometimes. But then I also be talking to my mom about most of my things and its like shes my personal therapist but I still feel the same way like I once felt happy and now I feel all sad end ends up crying in the middle of the night and I don't know what else to do and I'm so scared and stressed about it at the same time like I seriously wanna get the chance to make new friends in school so I can feel better.