My struggles.

I absolutely hate the way I look. I am a transgender man who had been constantly bearded for who I am and what I want to stand for. All of this social pressure and fear of rejection has reflected in my own self image, making me look in the mirror and hate myself. I feel like I'm never going to be the boy I want to be, I hate the way I look, I hate the way my body looks, I hate how my hair isn't short or how I can't pass as a man. At this point I feel like I can't do this much longer. I know that my parents will doubt my identity, as I feel like i've cause so much trouble in their lives already. I don't want them to feel like they failed as parents.