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everyone who surrounds me is a monster. of course, there are a select few who aren't, but most are. they all sort of bond with each other, so i am constantly feeling left out. i don't know why, but i want to be with them. so by extension, do i want to be like them? however, i am worried. by being surrounded by them for so long, have i become a monster too?


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