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What more could I have done?

I still remember the way you looked at me.

The anger in your eyes.

The alcohol in you’re breath.

I said no.

I tried to fight back,to push you off.

I told you it was a bad idea,that it wasn’t right.

Yet you couldn’t take the hint.

I didn’t want it.

You violated me,used me,took advantage of me.

But why?

Was it because something I said,or did?

Was it because I’m you’re only daughter?

You hurt me and ruined me. For that I’ll never forgive you.

But somehow I’ll always have love for you.

I was 13 you were my dad.

What more could I have done?


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